i really thought i’d be able to perform for SPCN for the first time this year. i had my heart set on practicing with trad, choral, and modern! i mean, don’t get me wrong.. im happy my parents are renewing their vows, but i really wanted to do culture night, and i wanted them all to come to watch me perform. i think this made me sadder than me missing prom to go to my sister’s graduation in wisconsin.

timing sucks.